He was always silent, always alone
... I don't remember him in our wedding 's parties or in our
sepcial occasions that we celebrate a lot !
I never saw him wiht a frwan
on his face, I don't know if some one can believe this, but this is the
truth...
Who is he?
He is a man I am sure he will
never happen again, he is an angel, may be, but it is so crestal clear that his
kind don't live so much .. why shall he, he is so senstive
and so kind , so god willl not let him suffer and may be he thinks that
he is so worthy to be with humans who are seeking the
materialist side of life ...
When my Uncle left, he was 50
years old . I was told that God gave him many chances to improve
his life, but becasue he was so senstive and so affectionate, he did
give up in the materialist life and stayed with his family, earning his living with what he could work in
that time.So he worked with so little salary . What I remember
about him is a lonly man looking for an isolated places to stay on his own, and meditate, althought Iam sure he had no
undrestanding or awarness about the meaning of meditation , but he was always
in his corner, may be wondering about his exsitence and his purpose in this
great deep life . I
do not remember a lot of things aobut him ! but I do remember some
gestuers he made ; he was always surprising me ! with his kind and pure heart ! he
was always taking care of his animals, looking for the negelcted ones,
bring them home, and give them a lot of care , tenderness and affection, you
can imagine how he was with his fellows. In fact, I was always touched
with so much tenderness he holds in his heart, He knows nothing about
love stuff and the scientific concepts that people of nowadays are using ,
so much ignorance about his surrounding but a lot of
knowledge of his heart and his depths. He has a huge big
love to
this universe and to god that no
one has ever had, no one could
undrestand him, thats why he was prefering
the isolated places and the awayness
. What I shall say about a man , never
lied, you never saw a frown on his face,
I never ever had seen him sad. Not
becasue he was so happy in his life but
because he was so happy with so
much little that he had . I truelly
loved him and I was always saying to him : I wish I marry someone like
you . I never thought for a moment that death will take him
and that he would leave as
quickly as this . I wish the death was patient for a bit so he would be still alive now. I had many things to ask
him ; every time I met him , I was asking him a question , he
was answering me without any histation . but now
I am more elder and gorwn up spritually, morally so I feel that
I am full of questions about
that angelic man , who will never happen
again. If he was still alive , I
would may be undrestand
him and his character, and may be
we would be so much closer friends .
We were calling him ,the iron man ! it was a joke. He was spreading in the air with his special
presence , the joy and the
warmth derived from his tender smiles and his affectionate soul. Love you so much dear Uncle, still now miss
you and long to you , I am sure that
where you are now is much better .
No wonder that you left here, why
you should be and there is more comfortable and happier to you . To a man who
never dies, always plays like a child,
always smiles,and always undrestands how
to live his life fully even when he has so little .
Forver love and Forver young ...
Uncle Mohsen you are one of the most
wonderful people I have ever seen in my life, you are a man who
never travelled to anywhere,
although you hold in your heart a
special undrestaing to concept of love to yourself and to other, to live from
the depths, even when you are in your most terrible pains . to a man who tought me that to be special is enough to be just you are ... to a man lived every moment as he lived for a long time, to a man
could have every thoughts about beauty and self resepct
to nature, to the beings that surround
him and to God ...
